If you have been following my updates at all, then you know that I have been doing pretty well with my weight loss. In fact, I recently got food poisoning and dropped 4 pounds in a day and a half. BOOM! Following that sickness, I went on a trip with my youth group, and didn’t… Continue reading Call in the public shamers, I fell off the wagon.
You see, this time is different. I am not losing weight to please a boyfriend, or to gain a boyfriend. I am not losing weight to look better in Instagram photos, and I am not losing weight to please my boss... I am losing weight because I love myself and I know that I deserve better than what I have given myself for 26 years.
Can I be honest about something? I should warn you, this may come as a shocker to most of you, I am fat.
My whole life I have struggled with finding approval from others. In elementary school I can remember wanting so badly to be liked by my teachers. I constantly sought after their validation by working hard on my school work. I would be overwhelmed with anxiety when my teachers would walk by my desk checking on… Continue reading Hi, I’m selfish.